Thursday, September 19, 2013

FEAR, PANIC AND MISERY ON ME

Oct 1, 2013: possible government shut down. My (soon to be ex) husband is a government employee. If the government shuts down, he doesn't get paid. If he doesn't get paid, I don't get paid. There goes the electricity, water, food, cable, phones, everything. I may have to sell my car and use the bus or borrow my kid's car. 

Massive panic attacks; catastrophic thinking, crying, fear, wanting to withdraw. My son and his girlfriend don't think it'll happen. I think they're optimists.

Well, there's always selling my car. Not that I'll get another one soon, but what can you do?

Keep holding on. Lori B

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